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Gordana Pesic

Wish leaves were still falling
or shaking in the gust of wind once more
Just for a week or even a day.
What a difference it would be to watch them change,
To feel their last tremble of life
Before they find themselves on the ground
Yellow and brown; Even that would be life itself -
Turning from green into yellow, from red into brown,
Once so high up, then suddenly soundless and down
Covered by this morning frost.

I picked up a heart-shaped leaf and held it in my hand.
It made me wonder where life really ends.
But two men looked at me waiting impatiently for a sign.
And I nodded, obedient and quiet
Knelt down to grab a handful of ground,
Then I threw it into the hole and stood there frozen with coldness
Motionless, like a stone.

There was only that monotonous sound of earth falling onto the box.
I got lost in this sudden emptiness staring at the men
Filling the hole as if they were emptying my mind.
The tapping sound of shovels on the ground - stopped.
I thought they'd rather have their cup of hot tea now than talk to me!
And what could they say....

I fell into a net, my own self-made, perfect trap
Made to take you back in time and keep you there forever.
But I was left to curl on the grave like a cat on your doorstep,
To close my eyes and try to forget as if taking a midday nap -
And live it all again at least for a week or even a day.
© 2004 Gordana Pesic

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